Wings of my Life

Jon Boy,
You accompanied me through the night even after your work, and you really did bring cheer to me. Shall pass you your long-owed-Christmas-present soon. He’s not a “tumour in your neck”! He’s such a nice brother, isn’t it? You’ve indeed made him happy yesterday night!

Nicky,
Hey little boy! Hope you had fun yesterday and that they’d turn you into Man In Black. Though it is not a splendid one, but still, Happy Belated Birthday, Boy! Hope you’d enjoyed it. Dim Sums for your birthday…. Man! All the best for your O levels k, dear?

Adam (Handsome) and Jerrald (Godly),
Never ending jokes/ riddles that puts an upturning of the corners of my mouth back onto my face. I know you all care. Adam, Jerrald (I know you’re in your God-Like mode), but still all the best to you for your O’s!

Charmaine,
Cheer up babe. You know I’m there. You know there’s someone who’s willing to be there and hear you out. Lift up yourself, dry those tears. Memories do remain and that had pulled you back. Put it aside, and move on with Life, Honey. Back to you when my O’s are over! Hang on there!

Randy,
Thanks for your Family Guy. It does tickle me and it’s totally a habit forming thing to carry on watching. You too, be happy. When the time comes, you could answer that question I’ve asked previously (that is if you’d summon into mind). A day that you actually hang on, is a day that you gave hope to it, isn’t it? Cheers dude!

Lisa,
Where are you…?

Afiqo,
Yes you. Brother, I’ve not met you ever since you’re went to Dubai. And now you’re back, I’m still unable to make it. Sorry, dude. And of course, the other time, thank you so much! Now you’re working and soon you’ll be serving the Army! Ouch.. I do miss you man!

Zi Chun,
Hey! Stop your lifeless speech! Come on, is Life so boring for you? I’m sure you’d get out of this ring soon, because if others don’t mend it well, you ment it back for them (friends). Things shouldn’t work out this way, isn’t it? Get them out again soon okay! Get out of that ring you’re in now! You’ve the time, you’ve the youth, you’re already 18! you could do almost everything, except for watching R21 movies. Come on!

Zi Han,
Some shiethead uh.. See luh! I post about you, you leh? Got a not? NEVER. Pile of shit. Hey babe, you better work really hard. I’m losing confidence, seriously. But you shouldn’t okay? You better do well and get into SP for God’s sake! Drink well, Eat well, Rest well! Don’t fall sick! Good luck for your buddy, O Levels! You can do it! All the best, Love! I didn’t type your name because I don’t know what are you doing recently. All these people aforementioned re-appeared in my Life recently. As in, we did talk for quite a while. So, yeah.

Hajar,
Aiyo, sayang.. You know that you’re just as sweet? It’s really so nice hugging you to cry! I know that hug could last, and that’s vice versa. You can always come to me, call me, text me, and that pair of listening ears would be yours till you’re tired of even talking, you know? Aww.. We’re always facing the same situation, but the thing is, we know they do care after all. Be happy always with Ben. He’s one nice shiet! Haha! Enjoy life! No, this “Enjoy life”, shouldn’t appear here, because you should be the one telling me this! Haha. Let’s have fun after O’s!

G!ft,
What is it that let us hang on there for so long? Do you know? Why do we feel so upset, so angry about it, do you really know? Since we’ve been here so far, you know me well, just that you snap it at that very moment. Where do you stand, you should know and I do not need to even explicate it. What you’re going to do next year, think through it. Studies or Army. What’s my opinion, I’ve already told ya. Think about it kay? For all the times that I’ve made you on pins and needles, I’m sorry. I love you, Babe.

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The greatest gift that I’ve ever received, is all of you. Friendship, need no words.. I can’t expound how much that I’ve loved you guys. In this friendship, I’ve found Care, I’ve found Warmth, I’ve found Love.

There is nothing worth the wear of winning, but laughter and the Love of friends.

Thank you!

I AM HUNGRY!

And, I am having revision worksheets for dinner!
Not going out, means no photos to upload.
It’s getting more and more boring in here.
Am I right?

No longer, Lux Solis

I’ll be there, even if you need me no more.
I’ll be there, just for you.
Get well soon.

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Whenever I face something which I know I won’t be able to handle it, the very first person I called and the very first 8 numbers I dialed, has been the same since 5 years ago. Although the routes we take are never the same, but we’ll always end up in the same boat after the thunderstorm. She’s the only one, who understands me most. Not thoroughly, but the most. One I’ll never stop caring for. One I’ll never stop crying for — You know what. One I’ll never stop worrying for. Tonight, again, I’ve dialed her number. When I heard her voice, “Hello?”, my tears just can’t hold back anymore and poured everything to her.

Thank you, Lisa.

(L)

I’ve so much, so much to carry, but no one knows. How I wish, I could choose my life again. One who’d never grow up. The older you grow, the more things you experience yet sometimes you just have to go through these throbbing and heart breaking experiences. I want nothing, but someone who’d be that pillar for me to lean on when I am really really tired. I’m like that pivot trying to balance so many, so many things at the same time. I wanna catch up, I wanna play, I wanna have fun. Fun and Play had been removed from my Life, temporarily. Soon, Happiness.

Put it all to a stop. I can still take these, but not for long you know? A car needs fuel, if not, it breaks down. Be my Fuel. Be that pillar of strength for me. Why is it so hard?

Fuck. I can’t take this for long. Don’t let me wait for so long..

I am really really very tired, but I won’t break down now, because I’ve a lot more to get me going.

Look! Who’s back?

Hey! Who’s that long missed brother that is back home now? Back from Arab, like finally?!

He wanted  to give us a surprise by not calling or even tell us when he’s back! But God knows that we’re way too excited and had been waiting for you to come back! This is how it happened. Received a missed call from Adam, and have yet to dial back the 8-digits back to him. Just nice, Love called and said, “Hey Babe! Afiqo’s back!” Haha! Called Afiqo immediately! He said he wanted to give us a surprise actually, thus he didn’t call us. And when I give a call back to Adam, he asked me out for studies at Mc’Donalds. And I said, not to give me a surprise huh? He said, “Huh? What surprise?” And I said, “Fiqo’s back right!” Then he answered, “Aiya! You know liao luh!” Hahaha!

Indeed, a pleasant surprise. When Fiqo told me that he’s coming back for National Service around this period of time, I was so delighted! And now he’s really back! Oh man, Fiqo!
WE MISS YA, SO SO SO MUCH!

I believe many people do too! I’ll never forget what you’ve said. Never, ever.
I guess that’s the sweetest thing that I’ve ever heard from anyone else. (Don’t include Junx)
Haha. Really. Those words still linger around! Damn! Hahhaa!
(L)

Live like Crayons

Part of growing up is getting past the hard times. Crayons: Some are sharp, some are beautiful, some have weird names, all are different colors; but they all have to learn to live in the same box. Time goes like the wind when we both laugh through the day, but it’s one foot in the grave when we rubbed the wrong way, letting the day decay on its own just like that. Are there any other alternatives? We’re both strong headed, and that starts the fire. You knew it.

10% of Life is what happens to you, and the other 90% is how you react to it. What I hate most in Life, is to start all these shit with you. Quarrels not only brings heartaches, but also the mind of giving up.

One told me, “If you’re at the end of the rope, tie a knot, and hang on”. How long can I still hang on to it? Sigh… I love you, you know, Sweetheart? I may be at fault at times, but.. Sigh. You just mean everything to me. Yes, no point crying, because you won’t know a thing. So, why cry, isn’t it? Sorry. I’m sorry. Am I really that willful..?

Questioning YOU

“What is it like, to have a relationship that is like a fairytale? Happily ever after? A relationship that do not have to quarrel, do not have to get sick of all these things? And why, why is it so hard, so tough? Why do I have to blog about all these things after every nice and sweet entries? Why?”

“We grew up reading happily ever after, yet grow up debating about happily ever after”
– Quoted by Ruo Ting

I want to be a little happier.
Is that possible for me? Huh?

I love you so much that I hate loving you.

Thank you.
ZiChun, Randy, Kelvin and..
Especially, Randy.

Bridge, crossed

“Cross the bridge, when you come to it”
I knew you’ll understand what I meant.
And I knew, you’ll blog about it.
-smiles-

It’ll get better in Time.
Slow and Steady wins the race.
The last man, is not always the good ones.
Good ones will try his/ her best to achieve what He/ She wanted.

God bless All.
Goodnight.

Chance Upon

 I’ve chance upon this photo in Facebook itself. Hey! Look! Everyone had grown up, so much so much. And yes, I’m posting this photo because I find that He’s really charming in here. Awwww. Choo JunXiang, if I knew you even earlier.. How great would it be? Hahaha! Adam looked damn cocky in here man! Haha!

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Something else for someone who appreciates. I do mean, anyone.

The only trouble with resisting temptation is that you may not get another Chance.  Until one is committed, there is hesitancy, the chance to draw back, always ineffectiveness. It’s Choice, not Chance — that determines your destiny. No victor believes in Chance. Seize it while you can. It’s like, by chance that we met, but it’s the choice made, that now we’re friends. You understand? Especially to Someone who actually reads my website. I knew, this is something, for you.

It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.

(L)

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Jo: Why people just can’t stop asking stupid questions?
Me: Hey Babe, there’s no stupid questions, only stupid people!
Jo: HAHAHAHAHA!
Me: Why did you laugh? No one’s laughing.
Jo: Cause I’m different, Sweetie.
Me: Oh? Okay, you laugh because you’re different. I laugh because I just farted!
Jo: HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHA!

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I HATE MY HAIRXZ!
Regretted, because I shouldn’t cut my hair short!
Now, I’ve a problem growing it!
Just like a dick, but somehow a little bit better in this situation.
If you cut off your own dick, you have a problem “growing” it back!

I think I am the worst daughter that if I’m kidnapped, my parents would snapped into actions immediately — Rent out my room!

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Lisa Ho. You’re hopeless, but I ain’t giving up! You’re outta your mind! Hold on there!

What is the time now? 4:40am.
What time is your class later, Zelene? 9am.
What time do you normally go to school? 9:45am, reaches school at 10am.
What are you doing now? Typing this bullshitz.

RUBBISH! I AM GOING TEH (CHUN’S LANGUAGE) SLEEP NOW.

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I miss my Love.
A text which was sent, I don’t know when — Not long ago.

“Baby, everyday is the same, Monday to Sunday. It’s just 24-hours. But whenever I get to meet you, it’s a special day to me, and that’s later! See me after school!”

Man, I only get to see him once a week. Damn!
No Axel for this week! Uh-huh.
(L) — Love you still, Sweetheart!

(Time check: 4:47am)
Shall fuck off now! Bye!

Reply

Dearest Earthlings that still exist and chance upon enelez.wordpress.com, I would really love to reply all of the comments but I’ve no idea why I can’t do it. Not I can’t do it, but I can’t do it. WordPress, if you have a nose, shuff someone else’s dick into it, please.

Anyway, it’s really sweet. All of you.
I love many many commentz, just like anyone of you.

Mommy Butterflies are having baby-boom in my stomach. O Levels are approaching once again. Taking up several tuitions and Momzie is afraid of me getting over stressed up. How stress am I? I’ve no idea. All I know was, almost every single night, when no one’s on the phone with me because I am doing my revision, tears starts swirling around in my eyes and trickles down gently.

I guess every students are gorging themselves with lots of knowledge now,  before exams, then regurgitate the knowledge at the right time to clear space for the next binge. Oh man, seriously, I hate exams. Or should I say, I hate seeing F, U, E8s and F9s on my examination papers. Screw it!

Had Oral today, in school. A mere practice. He gave me, 11/ 12 for Reading Aloud, 10/ 12 for Picture Conversation and a 9 for Conversation. Man, he asked, “Do you think you should respect elderlies?” And I replied, “Of course!” And followed by a solemn and tensed atmosphere where I could hear the air-conditioner working on it’s machine in it. Man, what’s this? And he said, I would definately score well for O Levels Oral and you scored the highest, by far.

Anyway, everyday in school is a happy day. Happy Lady like me, right now at least, loves to go school everyday except for Thursday. Haha. I love school when everybody actually attends school because at least there are noises made. Oh no, if Jianhao’s around, the class is like a zoo with monkeys around like Cody and Him. Haha.

I certainly miss Baby a lot. (L)
Gonna see him on Sunday, only. Working all day long.
I’m so gonna bitch-slap you and karate chop you and chop chop chop you into pieces!

Next Sunday, Zelene’s FREE okay! =B

(Edited: 11:25pm)
Some photos taken today in Class!
Michelle and Co. didn’t join in.
Cody is busy talking to his Love.
All photos taken with iPhone.
Blurred quality photos, due to human’s error.

Jianhao!

Jianhao: You do Junx’s one! I do mine!
Me: Walao! Why sial! I don’t want!

Zakhirah (Photographer): Zelene! Why don’t wanna show your face?
Me: Because I not a gangster!

Zakhirah!

The Happy Apple in class, Cathy!

Cathy and Jianhao!

Jianhao, Me, Cathy!

Liwei, Me, Cathy, Jianhao!

Jianhao: Wah! I must take this photo for Junx!
Zelene: (Doodling on the board)

By Zelene

Jianhao: Qi! See! Fireman!
(HAHAHHAHHA!)
Inside joke.

Whilst waiting for the time to pass.
Hangover, together with Jianhao and Cody!

Zelene: Let’s do together!
Jianhao: Okay! I sure cuter than you one!

Jianhao: Okay luh, you cuter!

Tomorrow, Group study session with Michelle and Co, and Jianhao and Co — 11am – 3pm
Tuition for Combined Science — 3pm – 5pm
Good, Game.

Wishes and Blessings

Wishes all of you a Happy Birthday!

Firstly, Lisa.
I’m sorry, Babe that I can’t make it for the countdown to your Birthday yesterday. Whatever the case, being the one that I cared most, I would love to wish you a Happy Birthday, though I can’t make it yesterday. I pray that God blesses you through everything. A year older might tells you that, “Oh dear Lisa, more troubles are ahead of you..” Believe that God guides you there, He will guide you through. Fret not, I’ll always be there for you. My doors will always open for you in the middle of the night when you quarrel with your parents. I’ll share the bed with you just to accompany you till the morning! Girl, I just dislike you to cry so much that.. When I see you cry, it hurts so much that.. Okay, bullshitz! No, not bullshit. It really hurts. So, my dear Lisa, Happy 17th Birthday!

Secondly, Luciana.
Happy Birthday Babe! Had fun over the weekends with company? Haha! I reckon you did right! Well, though I’m not there with you, but I hope that you had fun and enjoy your 18th Birthday! All the best to you okay, Luci? And yes, finally you’ve waited for this day to come right? Quoted, “This is the end of underage smoking, underage drinking, underage clubbing, borrowing of ICs, and the start of quitting smoking, fixing my laptop screen, getting braces done, and saying more intelligent things. Cheers!” Everything that you wish for, hope for, crave for, will come true for these fruitful years ahead of you, and together with Max. Both of you, really sweet, I must say! Thank you for everything. I still love talking to you. I miss ya so much, Luci! I really miss you!

Thirdly, Michel, Sofia (My Tooootieeee) and Beloved Shuying!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE!

Shuying, I miss you so much man! When can we meet uh? Awwww. Birthday coming leh! Got time come visit me okay! My house so near your house, always cannot bump into you one. T.T Enjoy your Birthday okay! You know I know! Come my house and, “Uhhhh…. Ohh…. Awww…. Zhiqi…. You’re so good man!….” Hahahhaa! Perfect one okay, for you! Hahaha.

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School’s fun because of company. Jianhao, never stop his, “Smlj? Fuck luh.” Cody never stop eating in class, never fail to bring the whole packet of HL Milk into class in the morning. Madelyn, Michelle, HuiShan and co. never stops laughing. Chris, Raymond, Huishan, Cody and Jianhao never stops smoking and self-proclaim break. Studies and revision still going okayyyyy luh.

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Met someone that I’ve long missed today! He’d been working and working and working, constantly. He’s dropping the idea of getting into Shatec and considering to go for O Levels next year! Yeah man! Haha. And, I love my cupcake most. Xiang ye, stop working so hardcoresz! T.T

And had been catching up with quite a lot of peoplez recently. JiaJun, Bell, Shuying, and guys. Primary school flensz. And oh man, Charmaine and Fiqo too! Haha.

Okay, I think this is so boring and I should stop blogging for a moment.

CONSIDERING: SHIFTING AGAIN — Livejournal(?) Blogspot(?)