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Because of You, I am what I am today.

They called me crazy, but I know, I’m only crazy for You.

Thank you, Love.
I love you!

Nicky,
Hey little boy! Hope you had fun yesterday and that they’d turn you into Man In Black. Though it is not a splendid one, but still, Happy Belated Birthday, Boy! Hope you’d enjoyed it. Dim Sums for your birthday…. Man! All the best for your O levels k, dear?

Adam (Handsome) and Jerrald (Godly),
Never ending jokes/ riddles that puts an upturning of the corners of my mouth back onto my face. I know you all care. Adam, Jerrald (I know you’re in your God-Like mode), but still all the best to you for your O’s!

Charmaine,
Cheer up babe. You know I’m there. You know there’s someone who’s willing to be there and hear you out. Lift up yourself, dry those tears. Memories do remain and that had pulled you back. Put it aside, and move on with Life, Honey. Back to you when my O’s are over! Hang on there!

Randy,
Thanks for your Family Guy. It does tickle me and it’s totally a habit forming thing to carry on watching. You too, be happy. When the time comes, you could answer that question I’ve asked previously (that is if you’d summon into mind). A day that you actually hang on, is a day that you gave hope to it, isn’t it? Cheers dude!

Lisa,
Where are you…?

Afiqo,
Yes you. Brother, I’ve not met you ever since you’re went to Dubai. And now you’re back, I’m still unable to make it. Sorry, dude. And of course, the other time, thank you so much! Now you’re working and soon you’ll be serving the Army! Ouch.. I do miss you man!

Zi Chun,
Hey! Stop your lifeless speech! Come on, is Life so boring for you? I’m sure you’d get out of this ring soon, because if others don’t mend it well, you ment it back for them (friends). Things shouldn’t work out this way, isn’t it? Get them out again soon okay! Get out of that ring you’re in now! You’ve the time, you’ve the youth, you’re already 18! you could do almost everything, except for watching R21 movies. Come on!

Zi Han,
Some shiethead uh.. See luh! I post about you, you leh? Got a not? NEVER. Pile of shit. Hey babe, you better work really hard. I’m losing confidence, seriously. But you shouldn’t okay? You better do well and get into SP for God’s sake! Drink well, Eat well, Rest well! Don’t fall sick! Good luck for your buddy, O Levels! You can do it! All the best, Love! I didn’t type your name because I don’t know what are you doing recently. All these people aforementioned re-appeared in my Life recently. As in, we did talk for quite a while. So, yeah.

Hajar,
Aiyo, sayang.. You know that you’re just as sweet? It’s really so nice hugging you to cry! I know that hug could last, and that’s vice versa. You can always come to me, call me, text me, and that pair of listening ears would be yours till you’re tired of even talking, you know? Aww.. We’re always facing the same situation, but the thing is, we know they do care after all. Be happy always with Ben. He’s one nice shiet! Haha! Enjoy life! No, this “Enjoy life”, shouldn’t appear here, because you should be the one telling me this! Haha. Let’s have fun after O’s!

G!ft,
What is it that let us hang on there for so long? Do you know? Why do we feel so upset, so angry about it, do you really know? Since we’ve been here so far, you know me well, just that you snap it at that very moment. Where do you stand, you should know and I do not need to even explicate it. What you’re going to do next year, think through it. Studies or Army. What’s my opinion, I’ve already told ya. Think about it kay? For all the times that I’ve made you on pins and needles, I’m sorry. I love you, Babe.

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The greatest gift that I’ve ever received, is all of you. Friendship, need no words.. I can’t expound how much that I’ve loved you guys. In this friendship, I’ve found Care, I’ve found Warmth, I’ve found Love.

There is nothing worth the wear of winning, but laughter and the Love of friends.

Thank you!

And, I am having revision worksheets for dinner!
Not going out, means no photos to upload.
It’s getting more and more boring in here.
Am I right?

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Whenever I face something which I know I won’t be able to handle it, the very first person I called and the very first 8 numbers I dialed, has been the same since 5 years ago. Although the routes we take are never the same, but we’ll always end up in the same boat after the thunderstorm. She’s the only one, who understands me most. Not thoroughly, but the most. One I’ll never stop caring for. One I’ll never stop crying for — You know what. One I’ll never stop worrying for. Tonight, again, I’ve dialed her number. When I heard her voice, “Hello?”, my tears just can’t hold back anymore and poured everything to her.

Thank you, Lisa.

(L)

I’ve so much, so much to carry, but no one knows. How I wish, I could choose my life again. One who’d never grow up. The older you grow, the more things you experience yet sometimes you just have to go through these throbbing and heart breaking experiences. I want nothing, but someone who’d be that pillar for me to lean on when I am really really tired. I’m like that pivot trying to balance so many, so many things at the same time. I wanna catch up, I wanna play, I wanna have fun. Fun and Play had been removed from my Life, temporarily. Soon, Happiness.

Put it all to a stop. I can still take these, but not for long you know? A car needs fuel, if not, it breaks down. Be my Fuel. Be that pillar of strength for me. Why is it so hard?

Fuck. I can’t take this for long. Don’t let me wait for so long..

I am really really very tired, but I won’t break down now, because I’ve a lot more to get me going.

He wanted  to give us a surprise by not calling or even tell us when he’s back! But God knows that we’re way too excited and had been waiting for you to come back! This is how it happened. Received a missed call from Adam, and have yet to dial back the 8-digits back to him. Just nice, Love called and said, “Hey Babe! Afiqo’s back!” Haha! Called Afiqo immediately! He said he wanted to give us a surprise actually, thus he didn’t call us. And when I give a call back to Adam, he asked me out for studies at Mc’Donalds. And I said, not to give me a surprise huh? He said, “Huh? What surprise?” And I said, “Fiqo’s back right!” Then he answered, “Aiya! You know liao luh!” Hahaha!

Indeed, a pleasant surprise. When Fiqo told me that he’s coming back for National Service around this period of time, I was so delighted! And now he’s really back! Oh man, Fiqo!
WE MISS YA, SO SO SO MUCH!

I believe many people do too! I’ll never forget what you’ve said. Never, ever.
I guess that’s the sweetest thing that I’ve ever heard from anyone else. (Don’t include Junx)
Haha. Really. Those words still linger around! Damn! Hahhaa!
(L)

Part of growing up is getting past the hard times. Crayons: Some are sharp, some are beautiful, some have weird names, all are different colors; but they all have to learn to live in the same box. Time goes like the wind when we both laugh through the day, but it’s one foot in the grave when we rubbed the wrong way, letting the day decay on its own just like that. Are there any other alternatives? We’re both strong headed, and that starts the fire. You knew it.

10% of Life is what happens to you, and the other 90% is how you react to it. What I hate most in Life, is to start all these shit with you. Quarrels not only brings heartaches, but also the mind of giving up.

One told me, “If you’re at the end of the rope, tie a knot, and hang on”. How long can I still hang on to it? Sigh… I love you, you know, Sweetheart? I may be at fault at times, but.. Sigh. You just mean everything to me. Yes, no point crying, because you won’t know a thing. So, why cry, isn’t it? Sorry. I’m sorry. Am I really that willful..?

“We grew up reading happily ever after, yet grow up debating about happily ever after”
– Quoted by Ruo Ting

I want to be a little happier.
Is that possible for me? Huh?

I love you so much that I hate loving you.

Thank you.
ZiChun, Randy, Kelvin and..
Especially, Randy.

It’ll get better in Time.
Slow and Steady wins the race.
The last man, is not always the good ones.
Good ones will try his/ her best to achieve what He/ She wanted.

God bless All.
Goodnight.

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Something else for someone who appreciates. I do mean, anyone.

The only trouble with resisting temptation is that you may not get another Chance.  Until one is committed, there is hesitancy, the chance to draw back, always ineffectiveness. It’s Choice, not Chance — that determines your destiny. No victor believes in Chance. Seize it while you can. It’s like, by chance that we met, but it’s the choice made, that now we’re friends. You understand? Especially to Someone who actually reads my website. I knew, this is something, for you.

It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.

(L)

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Jo: Why people just can’t stop asking stupid questions?
Me: Hey Babe, there’s no stupid questions, only stupid people!
Jo: HAHAHAHAHA!
Me: Why did you laugh? No one’s laughing.
Jo: Cause I’m different, Sweetie.
Me: Oh? Okay, you laugh because you’re different. I laugh because I just farted!
Jo: HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHA!

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I HATE MY HAIRXZ!
Regretted, because I shouldn’t cut my hair short!
Now, I’ve a problem growing it!
Just like a dick, but somehow a little bit better in this situation.
If you cut off your own dick, you have a problem “growing” it back!

I think I am the worst daughter that if I’m kidnapped, my parents would snapped into actions immediately — Rent out my room!

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Lisa Ho. You’re hopeless, but I ain’t giving up! You’re outta your mind! Hold on there!

What is the time now? 4:40am.
What time is your class later, Zelene? 9am.
What time do you normally go to school? 9:45am, reaches school at 10am.
What are you doing now? Typing this bullshitz.

RUBBISH! I AM GOING TEH (CHUN’S LANGUAGE) SLEEP NOW.

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I miss my Love.
A text which was sent, I don’t know when — Not long ago.

“Baby, everyday is the same, Monday to Sunday. It’s just 24-hours. But whenever I get to meet you, it’s a special day to me, and that’s later! See me after school!”

Man, I only get to see him once a week. Damn!
No Axel for this week! Uh-huh.
(L) — Love you still, Sweetheart!

(Time check: 4:47am)
Shall fuck off now! Bye!